Before We Say Goodbye!

I know you are out there...
Busy with yourself somewhere..
Maybe with Chandni, Antra & Ishani..
Or Nipun, Pallavi or Johnny..
But I had to say the last words
Before we say Goodbye!

I dont know how to say goodbye,
Am never good at it..with you I guess I'll make one last try,
Coz baby you'll never hear from me again,
Pass winter, come summer or be it rain,
I guess I have to say the last words
Before we say Goodbye!

Its hard to give up your chase,
But time's running & I gotta solve this life's maze,
Where life would have head'd if I had not met you,
Dont know but you gave me hope its true,
I only wish I could hear you say the last words
Before we say Goodbye!

Its not that I didnt give a hard try,
But you had this shield you wont let down..your heart!
You were "so afraid to fail, you wont even try"
Now that you are alive, n can make a fresh start,
I wish you'd hold me from sayin' the last words
Before we say Goodbye!

Maybe we could be good friends,
Maybe we are better off at separate ends,
Maybe we are meant to be together for lifetime,
But tell me would it be a crime,
If I ask you of your time,
For I wish to spend some time with you,
to hear each other say the last words
Before we say Goodbye!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Gift Of Silence

Yes my "heart aint exactly breaking" for there shall be no sound,
But then its still a heart it shall feel for you and for you it shall bound,
Its okay if you dont feel it for I shall survive on the love that I found
in the silence you gifted me and the silence I abide by when you are around.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Life's Calling You

I can't break this wall
Cemented with tears
I can't catch you when you fall
Stumbling over your own fears

I can hear the silent cries
Following the futile tries
On the longest night
That mournful day carved in your sight

It's so dark in here, please turn on some light
Know I’m an old friend, not another foe to fight
Its okay you can trust me
I’ve only come to set you free
From the shackles you’ve built around your heart,
Life’s calling you with open arms,
Let go of your past and make a fresh start.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Go On.. Go On And Break My Heart!

Go on… Go on ‘n break my heart,
Smile at me.. while you walk away,
Don’t bother…don’t you bother if it falls apart,
Leave me alone…all alone thinking of you this way,
Breathless n speechless... wishing you to stay.

Push me…Push me back to the start,
Each time I come one step closer…closer to your heart.
Devour me…devour my soul
Intoxicate me… slowly... Intoxicate me to the whole
Sign your name.. sign on me before it takes its toll

Let me watch you.. cascade your mane,
As you cross my path.. driving me insane,
Don’t dance like that… Don’t dance coz you give me pain
As you slay me…like a sultry seductress …ah so easily without a stain.
Rather be a slave left to die peacefully under your reign.

Savage me... savage with your enthralling eyes,
Leave me... mesmerized with your voice,
If I dream of you.. would it be a surprise?
You leave me so helpless... I have no choice.
Don’t YOU ever fall for me sweetheart…I have only one heart… can’t lose it twice!

Go on n’ break my heart... coz I want you so..
Go on n’ break my heart... coz I cant wait no more..
Go on n' break my heart... Just break it so..
Dey say "She once broke it... nothin'z left to be broken again!"

You bid "Do not contact me till I do"
How long do I wait... Just die watchin' you?

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Role Plays

I dont know why you are doin' it..
But I swear you are doing it well,
You may slow it down a bit,And we'll build up a feelin' you cud neva spell.

I like it when you play it hard to get,
Go on... Become to me a maze,
We might have the fun of our lives..somethin' u'll neva forget,
Can you dare to play this game babe.. to the point of craze!!

Hmm...then I could be the bad boy,
N.. you be the girl nice,
As we move ahead we'll add up mo' spice,
You'll kno' wot I'm talkin' abt wen u really try!

I'm an artist longin' for a creation,
I've been thirsty for quite long
Who knows you cud kindle a feelin' just that strong...
Sweetheart... Say..Can you be my inspiration?

Lets begin it.. with this beautiful fall,
Leme know if you're game.. pls gimme a call.
I'll put everything on stake.. I'll give it all !!
Are YOU ready to hold my hand... you take YOUR call ;-)

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

The Joker

When I said I loved you... you said,"GO AWAY!"
I turned...tripped..stumbled and fell flat on the floor,
You laughed and said,"Hey Joker, you can stay...
... as long as you've got any such tricks in your store!"

I said,"Baby! You can have my heart!"
You said,"Don't bore me... Quick! I leave if you dont start!"
I went out and asked people for help.
N learnt how to make people laugh n
picked up every tool from the comedian's shelf.

The show began and the curtains signalled to raise,
Audience was you and I dressed up like a joker with a comic face.
My heart wanted to cry then remembered I was supposed to make someone laugh,
I pulled out the tricks... became a giant n sometimes a dwarf.
It was decided... I was to stay, as long as you laughed.

"Surprise! Surprise can you guess what I would say,
There are no prizes just excitement... Guess if you may!"
You sat there wondering where that joker was before,
I feared you were bored so shouted,"Hold on.. I've got more.. I've got more!"

I practiced at night, performed during the day,
My heart wanted to open wide,
But I was even happy as a joker to be by your side,
So sealed it with tears and thats where the feelings lay.

I was a Joker now and acted no more a Lover,
She puzzled over my past n the surprises she was to discover,
I dared not say it and you wondered,"Did you really love me?"
"Oh!! This joker can even romance you.. you just sit and enjoy.. dont bother about the fee!"

A year passed by but then the time came,
When I couldnt hold but say I love you.... and then jumped and fell,
Thought you would laugh but your face remained same,
You wondered,"Is he the lover or the joker, can I ever tell?"

I shouted,"No I really love you....
"This Joker is me too... but I did everything for you..."
And then came by a man who said,"Hey, who's this guy? We getting late for the coffee, shall we go?"
You got up and said,"Ohh he's...he's a Joker...I m done here..Lets go!"

I stood there not knowing whether to laugh or cry watching you go,
You stop at the corner, turn back n shout,"Oh I'm sorry Joker..I gotta go.. btw that was quite a GOOD SHOW!"

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

"Fire n Ice"

Hello... Today I am going to share with you an unfinished true story of...

Fire n Ice

Once upon a time there was a woman named Fire,
Charming and sensuous...for whom every man would aspire,
She walked like a seductress as she marked every stage,
Yet stung like a scorpion may you kindle her Plutonian rage.

She enjoyed her life every moment relishing a power,
As her magnetic beauty took her to the men's world tower.
She sat there and watched the city in moonlight and as the sun shone,
Yearning for a man who would make a heartbeat skip.. Oh! Up there she was so all alone.

There wasn't any challenge fun wasn’t fun,
For the men turned into boys when she played her lit'l stunt,
She longed for someone who she could think about twice,
Who would win her through her games and still be nice.
And then.... she was to meet her Mr. Ice!

He was warm and friendly and so was he affectionate,
Yet he was different and a little crazy in a perpetual state.
He looked like a kid in his excited talk and mind-less attire,
As he played with her handwriting and said, “Are you a white liar?"

A story hence began as they exchanged mails,
The wind slowly blew into the Fire n Ice friendship sails.
They shared their unique tales with each other,
As if they were stepping stones for the trust each built on another.

Ice was slippery as always,
One moment he would listen, the next he would tease, having fun wherever he stays.
If ever he liked a woman he would sing to himself, “I’m not in love, its just a phase!"
And to every woman who fell for this crazy man he was an underestimated maze.

And then they started venturing into their barbed zone,
Yes! Mails weren’t frequent for they were now talking over phone.
Ice would calm away Fire as she talked away her day,
And when she would hint to leave, he would wonder to himself,” why wouldn’t she stay?"

And then he laughed for there was no reason,
As every woman failed to keep his attention.. Alas! She would be there for a season!
Yet there was something that he wanted of her more,
"Oh I am a born vagabond, I wonder why I feel like this... I'm just not sure!"

He liked caring for her, this very sure he knew,
We have got this thing now… we'll see which way it would brew.
It was difficult to believe but there was another season they were through,
And Ice was restless now for he witnessed something that was never true.

.....

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

I Always Have Someone To Listen

I dont care if I cant write a poem,
I dont care if I cant beget love,
But I know someone who no matter how far I go away from,
I can always come back and build a relationship strong.
He's my Lord, my deity, my friend, my guide.
My north star that guides me from where ever I may stride.
My never dying source of power.
My everflowing peace and happiness shower.
I've never met Him but He'd always been there.
I'd think of Him and He'll come to me anytime, anywhere.
He always listens to me, knows everything on my mind,
And when I need an answer, He replies in His own different kind.
So what if she couldnt love me,There's a sign which He wants me to see.
I can love! Yes I can love and I do have a heart.
Isnt that a good reason for a happy start?

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Before I Start Again

There were no more questions,
There wasn't left any 'why?'.
Wasn't it all over?Maybe it was a big lie.
Maybe I still wanted to cry,
That last tear I didnt let out.
Maybe there was a urge to shout.
And as I leave the heart free,
Follows a long question spree.
Stop this! Its just pain,
No more of it I want, it drives me insane.
No! It wont be all the same again.
Once I was poor'n lonely but today I am rich before I start.
On a new journey with painful memories, love and pieces of a broken heart.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Back To Work

It cuts like a knife,As Bryan puts it right.
I've learnt to smile,
With the wounds underneath afresh for the while.
Had tried a lot to escape with futile attempts to hide my face.
But then only one thing brought respite- my workplace!

I work hard now!
Wish to forget those moments somehow.
I'm among a crowd now, but never before felt so alone.
I dont feel joy nor pain as if heart's turned stone.
I drink now, to all my lovely memories & dreams of the uncherished kiss
Of the fate, as those black nights whisper alive their murder without a last wish.
Do I wait for her?Do I still love her?
Do I miss her?Hah! Does it matter even if
its true? What have I started thinking?? Let me focus on the work I gotta do!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

The Beauty With Her Books

"She looked up in the place she heard a sound.
A smile and a thought, "Who is it around?"
She ran her fingers through her hair,
Tangled n matted with an 'I-don’t-care!'

She held her mobile, bent her knees n sat on her bed,
'Let me check who is it... someone who thought of me instead?'
'Its been long three hours with books around,
My own rules I reason for being self-bound'

'And here's a poet trying to make me at ease,
'I say if you could… take a load off me please!'
She blushes and laughs over his flattery rap,
It does help her with a freshening gap.

'Oh! I've lots to study in this summer eve so sultry,
Hmmm… I am also anxious to hear this crazy fren's poetry.'
She sighs, opens her book... the only company to keep,
And she smiles as she hears her mobile... BEEP!
"Baby! The poem is ready! :)"

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

The Teardrop

Hello my friend! How are you?
I have come to deliver a message to you..
Whenever life becomes difficult to bear,
When you are looking for a road, you didn't spare,
When you say to yourself,"I wonder if God's there?"
I'll be there...

When they quit on you; those you trusted won't,
When you tell them the truth; while they don't,
When you find it difficult to tell yourself,"One more try!"
When you are among them, feeling helpless, wanting to cry!
I would wait for your one last try..

When you lie on your pillow and its night,
When you whisper,"They or myself, whom do I fight?"
When you wonder,"Can anyone tell me, what's wrong, what's right?"
When you doubt your vision,"...its still foggy far ahead in mysight!"
I'll be your hopeful light..

When you get a feeling that you are almost there,
When you hear your heart beating fast with fear,
When you accept what's happening in life and let God steer,
When you don't know whether to laugh or cry over the problem so mere..
I shall become your... tear!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Two as One

Honey if u and I were near,
I wonder where could I've written these poems, I wonder where?
Live this moment and enjoy this ride!
More than there, there's a desire stronger this side!
I don’t see any walls, where's the distance I can find?
I just see you, lovely… smiling… thinkin' bout me in your mind!
So lets dream together, for when I'm there with you...
Its gonna be just me and you…
No dreams… no letters… no missing each other… just one body, one heart, one soul… one mind!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Friend Up There

Someone’s calling me…. I hear a faint echo,
Beckons me to stop, leave everything and let go.

“Come up here!!” the voice says,
The view was clearer and paths visible, said he, from up where he stays.

“You are up against a wall,” he laughed,” It aint a door, that’s where the whole thing ends!”
“Turn back a little, take up that yonder path, O Yes! The point where you thought it to be dead-end, that’s where it bends.”

I followed it.

“Come on over! Don’t be scared if its dark and silent.”
“It’s a straight path to me now, trust me! Close your eyes and walk as you listen to my voice, that is for what they are meant!”

“You shall feel lonely and anxious. Stay calm! Yes! It’s a situation you’ve never dealt.”
“Forget who you are, let go of all fear and worry… keep moving step by step. Its okay, I know what you feel like for this is how even I felt!”

The voice became clearer with my ascending steps.
The more I focused on the voice, the more I forgot the steps.

I trusted in him and kept my eyes closed even though the anxiety was high.
It felt amazing as I felt free, I believed I was so light that any moment I’d begin to fly.

I heard him laugh as I spread arms imagining them as wings.
He said,” Come up here faster, I need to show you much better things!”

‘May I open up my eyes, I wish to see you,” I requested him.
Strange came the answer,” You are a free soul here with a free will and whim!”

His voice was so clear now, he must be very near….
I decide to keep my eyes closed and listen, out of some unknown fear.

I spur,” This place feels so exciting. Since when have you been here?”
He chuckled,” Hmm… Ever since you heard me first, logically speaking my dear!”

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Two Worlds

Torn between two worlds, not knowing where to stand.
I sail aimlessly into the depths of an endless sea of sand.

I’d go and burn candles in that dark… unknown mysterious shell.
Wished to fall and rest in peace in this two-side open well.

Learning to spell their success, I played to lose my all.
Flown to the heights where I could see clearly the games, wondered why I intended suddenly to stall.

I saw the good-looking stranger in the mirror, they liked.
The shell fell into my abyss, out of their memory, out of sight.

I bid my friend a silent, unheard farewell,
He took my heart – the last me, a reason I’d come to visit him in the shell.

They said they loved me, that’s why I must change.
I heard the last hearty laugh! The shell… was going out of range.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Runaway

... And I wish I could run away,
Touch me, call me, hurt me, trouble me no one may.
It is so painful and yet I stay,
As if I am here waiting for someone ..something to say.

It looks all so vivid and grey,
I wish someone could show me the light to my way.
My heart cries wetless tears,
For my very hopes were becoming fears.
I'm acting as if I am so strong,
But my heart knows how so much this image is wrong.

Why I hold on to this dead dream,
I dont have a clue.
I have suddenly become so hard on myself,Heart has been asked to shutup when it really wants to scream.

When HE closes a door, he opens a window,
I wish I could see that window now, for my heart sinks so low.
What does HE want me to learn, I wanted to ask him,
Putting me to this torture wouldn't be just another of his whim.
Yes I can bear this silent pain,I've been given just that much power,
But had I known the reason behind it, the less I would suffer.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

One Touch

I need ur love, I need ur touch,
I wanna feel ur body,ooooh I want it so much!!
Feel it...the love all day long, all thru the nite,
Making love like crazy knowin' not whats wrong or rite!
I touch your body... you feel the touch,
Like a fire thru ice, I make love you such!
A look in your eyes, A feeling - ur body wet on mine,
A night to remember for days to come and shine.
One dream..One night..One moment..One touch!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Love you all the way

There is so much to say,
There is so much to hear,
Love you all the way,
Is all I wish to do and care.

There is so much to see,
The life we'd like it to be,
The dreams we wish to dream,
The time we want to share.
Love you all the way,
Is all I wish to do and care.

If it were to be true,
Wasn't it so unfair?
I'd be there with you,
Or you be with me here.
Yet I know one thing for sure,
There's better future for us in store,
But for now, love you all the way,
Is all I wish to do and care.

Time is our friend,
Time is our foe,
Time with you I dream to spend,
Time when I finally go.
Time shall have to stay,
When I meet you and say,
Love you all the way,
Is all I wish to do and care.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Our Love

I wish I could tell her.... how much I love her
Tell her... how my heart beats... how it would stir
She does know that I love her... but does she know how much?
Never would I be in love.... never ever.... so much
Ohh.... how I long for her touch...
Who wants to say goodnight to her, when my heart says please don’t go!
When I know she'll be back for more, I still say to her.... Go baby Go!!

These moments... they go by so fast,
Yet every word she says... every word I hear... seems to forever last!
Oh...I just want to be with you!!
I know even for her... it’s true!

It’s a mystery I know so well
A love story of my own... to myself I tell!!
A dream I wake up with the first morning light
The dream I sleep with when I think of her and say,” Another night?...
Oh how incomplete I am without you!
I am living...yet I am 'live' only when I am with you!
It happens to me every time the night lights go off,
I dream I become a bird or a cloud and fly off..
Through these walls... through these doors,
Past through these cities… past through these roads.
Fly across the waters and sea sand,
It wont be the first time I touch her land.
I see her lying on the bed with a smile,
Lights going to be turned off within a while.
We kiss each other without a touch,
I feel her lips, she feels mine.
Oh it’s a dream yet it feels so fine.

(She says ,” I want you in flesh and blood, that’s what I really want!!”
I smile and say,” SShhhhh!! I want more than what you want !”)

Its going! Listen to the time go by…
It wont be long! Just close your eyes and listen to my beats go high.

(She says,” But why this time goes so slow?”
I say,” Its slower where I live honey, I wish I could know!”)

Yes it’s a dream, but you and me are true!
Yes it’s a dream, yet I love it all the way through.
For when you and me are together,
There are going to be no dreams, no walls, no bird feather.
Its going to be love so pure,
Believe me it would be real, when you’ll be sure!
The time when we wont say we miss each other…how much!
Its going to be two bodies with one soul, the real kiss, the real touch !!

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

I know its you

Walking down the road to the bus stop,
I feel as if somebody called me.
I stop turn back to see.
Noone's there yet I know who it had to be.
Excuse me! I smile and look up the sky!I laugh,I close my eyes and I sigh!

Hey!Was it you?
Tell me if its true!

I am working to crack it down,
Its been half day long,
I frown.
A gentle touch through my hair,
"Darling I know its not fair..but still you work,you not going to rest..
coz I want my baby to be the best!"
I nod a yes
Back again to fight the stress.

O dear!Wasnt it you?
I guess its true!

I'm tired.
Been a hard day long,
Eyes are heavy now, getting difficult to stay
awake and I wish there could be a way
I could reach out to you,hold you in my arms
and whisper in your ear..
Honey! Oh yes its true!
I know its you..
always there with me.

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

Is it true?

I dream...dream about the future,
And in every picture I draw, there is YOU!

I am sad... I am happy… I wanna talk,
And the first person I think of is YOU!

Oh! Am I sure about anything in my life?
Things going uncertain, what’s here that is true?

I know you love me, and I love you,
Then why do I wonder if my tomorrow will see you?

You've been here when I needed you,
My problems, fears, worries what else have I given you?

You are so deep into me that sometimes I fear,
Would I ever be able to live a life without you?

Can I be sure of atleast one thing in my life?
Can it be YOU?

If I say YOU ARE MINE, and I ask you… Would it be true?

Ask me a wish and it shall be one, I want YOU
to be mine FOREVER to be true!!

Wherever you live wherever you breathe, I want you to be mine, like I am for you!
I was afraid to love, You taught me how to love you!

Now a slave of your thoughts,Before you ever leave teach me how to unlove too!
I love you like crazy, I want you to love me crazier than I do!

We've come a long way and as I say to you,
Today, I don’t know baby but I want to hear,"I’m always there anytime anywhere
JUST FOR YOU!"

"YOU’RE MINE AND ONLY MINE..." Ask yourself and tell me what your heart says...before I scream it out to the world," ... AND THIS ONE THING I KNOW... IS...T R U E!!!" Love you more than you can think of ... more than these three words can say,' I LOVE YOU!"

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma

A Part of My Heart - A Birthday Wish

A part of my heart, a part of my dreams
You the one person who taught all that love means
I love you from deep within its understood,
Its you that I long for believe me if you would

I don’t want words to describe what I feel for you.
If only you be me and I be you,
And understand what it means to be in love so true

I wonder how your heart beats when I speak to you,
For me every moment I hear you, my life turns new!
Nobody loved me as you did, nobody knows me as you do,
When did our love ever feel the distance between me and you.

And then the moments we passed in silence,
When we made time conscious of its own presence,
Wondering if it were a path or the bar,
Wishing it were over and the day not so far,
When these words are a history,
and you, me & our love forever free.

I got no regrets, I got no complaint,
Of all our problems and things so against,
Its going to be tougher road ahead,
But I'm sure with my love beside me it'll be smoother instead.

So baby once more let me hear you love me,
And today I make a promise to you,
Even if you be tired in this struggle, I'll be the one going farther than you,
Sealed with my love, kisses and wishes for you,
Here comes a birthday wish, "Happy Birthday to You!"

Copyright ©2008 Amit Sharma